It’s still Mercury Rx (yea!) From slow cars, wonky computers, restless energy, fuzzy thoughts, aggressive communication and bursts of creative writing that fizzle out, I’ve learned to say, “Ah, I know what this is.” Then I thank the energies who teach me patience, after a strong stream of curses (good for the soul).
Mercury Rx is all about our shadows — and with the tonic of eclipse, we certainly have a cleansing bath to douse ourselves in.
Stop trying to push against it. At least until 9/5. Check on out, kick your feet up and make yourself feel good. Actually, I’d advise that ad infinitum but maybe you’re here to work hard. Who knows? Mine is to be a lady of leisure. No grand plans, no big moves, no striving for things I don’t have, think I should have and work myself into knots to get. I spent many years manifesting from grinding and it’s bullshit. I needed to suffer and didn’t feel that I was worthy, so made certain to place myself in positions and relationships where that was affirmed.
Thank Goddess for the 40s where I often say, Nope, no, not doing it, not going, not putting up with it, see ya, thanks anyway. Basically, I gave up knocking down walls and powering my way through. Now it’s about ease; letting life delight and surprise me. I once feared this vulnerability would make me weak but it’s only empowered my ability to flow through this experience. True strength is allowing life to happen rather than controlling it to an expected outcome. Do I still get frustrated, irritated and impose my will things? Sure — but the difference is that it’s not so interesting to me anymore. This is the new path I’m strolling down — the one marked, STOP TRYING.