There’s still a part of me that wants to wield my sword to fight b.s. battles. The I’m right, you’re wrong battles. The I will be vindicated battles. I used to face every one head on and then wonder why I was constantly exhausted. In studying the Queen of Swords (who closely walks with me), I realize that she’s made peace with her anger. She realizes how powerful her sword is, how precious the cut. Even her anger shouldn’t be wasted on “swine”.

Instead of seeing anger as an enemy that cuts me off at the knees, I’m making friends with it. I’m consciously spending time listening to its voice — which originally emanated from not being heard. I see the love behind the anger and the protection that its provided me over the years. Like any balanced Tarot card, knowing when to utilize its power is key–and having the confidence to lower the sword when I choose.